rants.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010


i cant really pin point how am i feeling right now.
ish.
is enough to me they think tat im weak.
like obviously u can see.
but the incident with leslie and CO for the past two days has been such a spirit damper.
da larr aku nak keep a low profile beh mcm2 bende yg tak diingini yg berlaku.

ive been struck by bad luck now that ive notice.
with two major sickness that hit me for the past months.
and the reputation of mine tat is already tarnished yet been tarnished and polished
by unwanted peeps and incidents.
now i dun feel like "ME".
im just sick of feeling weak and not wanted.
most of the time im not being trust with tough works.
but i noe insyallah,by hook or by crook i can make it larr.
if u'll just lett me try.
haiz.

im feeling realllly.L-O-W.
my spirits are no longer there,
its like on the ground disappearing anytime soon.
haizzzz.................
i know ciggies are not the answers but for a moment it brings me to a clamly effect.
so tat i can get away for awhile the problems tat im facing.
maybe to you peeps who noes wat im facing through it may seem like im thinking too much and too sensitive about certain things.
its the small things in life tat matters.

so from tomorrow onwards drive carefully.
not doing anything stupid.
listen to myself.
and hope that the remaining days this week and so on will be better and smooth sailing.
thank god tat fazuli wasnt in a bad mood to start the merepeking session.

im signing off with a heavy heart.
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