That's "aid-aid" peeps!!

rants.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

"A glamourous life is quite different to a life of luxury. I dont need luxury. For years im practically broke but i still vain and glamourous. And i am still." -lady GAGA.

tell me larr dey where can u get another lady gaga.

she is HER,the only one.

with this makes it two quotes by her tat like.

she might just sell off her quotes and money.

everything coming out of her mouth is reality.

LADY GAGA RULES MY SOCK LAR!!

adore her LOTTS!!

days have been draggy and slow.

i hope the pace will pick up real soon.

and, closing my eyes.

due to rihanna's russian roulette (lurves tis song soo muucchh.).

she told me to.

hee.

winks ;)))

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

i cant really pin point how am i feeling right now.
ish.
is enough to me they think tat im weak.
like obviously u can see.
but the incident with leslie and CO for the past two days has been such a spirit damper.
da larr aku nak keep a low profile beh mcm2 bende yg tak diingini yg berlaku.

ive been struck by bad luck now that ive notice.
with two major sickness that hit me for the past months.
and the reputation of mine tat is already tarnished yet been tarnished and polished
by unwanted peeps and incidents.
now i dun feel like "ME".
im just sick of feeling weak and not wanted.
most of the time im not being trust with tough works.
but i noe insyallah,by hook or by crook i can make it larr.
if u'll just lett me try.
haiz.

im feeling realllly.L-O-W.
my spirits are no longer there,
its like on the ground disappearing anytime soon.
haizzzz.................
i know ciggies are not the answers but for a moment it brings me to a clamly effect.
so tat i can get away for awhile the problems tat im facing.
maybe to you peeps who noes wat im facing through it may seem like im thinking too much and too sensitive about certain things.
its the small things in life tat matters.

so from tomorrow onwards drive carefully.
not doing anything stupid.
listen to myself.
and hope that the remaining days this week and so on will be better and smooth sailing.
thank god tat fazuli wasnt in a bad mood to start the merepeking session.

im signing off with a heavy heart.
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

im supposed to be seeping rite now.

i'll be having ippt tomorrow.

argh!!confirm fail.

boringg.bile nak pass pun tak tahu.

on my way back tadik i met with my bestfriend

during primary and some part of secondary.

i was glad tat she has changed and happy tat i met her.

after awhile of catching up and talk penis.

we were on our way home.

she really made my tiring and awful day today.

from being transfer from one section to another,

running around attending section mates whom need my help.

from AVI,driving(which can be fucking tiring) to doing up my assigned job.

and i got the best job of all,fixing the leaking stuffs.

fucking hell larr.

why larr i always get these stupid faults.

its endless ar.

and for sure i'll be stuck to the vehicle for a bit.

haiz,first day in new section and im damn tired.

boo.

and if i noe today was to happen i wouldnt have to blog bout him.

memenatkan aku jerr.

blog pun tetap dapt.

kentalss.

boohoo to tat!!

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

just sharing some pics..

hehehe.

now shaiful have magically found my blog.

shitos.:s

to him, ape2 yg pat sini just kip to urself je kies.

aniweas its hard to describe today.

why u may ask.

to start off my day,

while talking to anwar.

i feel in a drain.

there was space in between those grills

just nice for my right foot to pay a visit in there.

so yarr there i leg wwas dangling aimlessly on air.

coz the drain was quite deep...

ishh.!!sakit japp...

then we had the lepaks game.

coz of the safety inspection conducted.

instead of having us in the workshop working.

we were "summon to go somewhere else to do things..."

hehee.

trying hard to stop my urge to smoke.

looks like its working.

hopes hafiz stop asking me to follow him go smoke.

argghh!!

and talking bout him.

he really can be a pain in the ass at certain time.

ish...

really ar,kalau aku orang tak sabar memang ar,da gadoh pun.

so now must bring my extra tablets for strenghtening my sabaring techniques.

things are about to change in camp.

looking forward to this chages.

hope tat its good changes.

PLEASE NO MASTER FAZULI horr...

segan sikit arr.

sheesh.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

random pic.

Valentine cum Chinese new year is celebrated together this year round.

hmm.it stills the same for me.

nothing to do,nowhere to go.

ishh.

kentot larr.

sumore aku ngan mak aku ngah gadoh lagik

so in other words i cant go anywhere because its usually her that i go out with if im doing nothing at home.

penings sak dudok umah.

and the best part is abeh makanan pat uamh.

and mi hate it coz i'll be munching most of the time.

coz other than watching tv or glued to this lappy.

i'll be at the kitchen munching away...

haiz,pegi lari semalam pun tak gune.

pape pun im going to BANDUNG by the time i ORD.

i'll be going with my depot pals.

i have to start saving money.

roughly bout $900 to $1000.

penings ar bile nak fikir2 pasal duit nie.

dah larr cukup2 untuk my expenses every month.

so now to make the saving a success i have to start quitting smoking.

which i definately will cos its making my teeth yellow.

susah hati banget hambe!!

i will try hard to save and quit.

and anyway is the GST OFFSET PACKAGE will be given out this year not??

kalau ade duit tuu selamat sikit aku.

tak payah larr terdesak sangat.

other than that im looking forward to tuesday bbq session with 33.

hope it will be good.

Monday, February 8, 2010

lets share some pictures first before i start this entry...

cool tak pictures2 nie??

hehehe.

sun-Gguh the randoms.

this is me,loves talking pictures by myself.

yup..yup..back to today's agenda.

hee.

for a start let say that..

ive passed my TP for my military license.

and i now attending a course called BM 3 over at OETI.

tats where why i want to blog today came about.

hee.:D

today was the most slacked day over there.

morning help out in the marshalling.

after the run we change to our uniform n waited fro lunch.

meanwhile MR NEO was briefing bout the outing we're going later.

we're soon on our way to blk 89 of Bukit Merah.

kinda where all the rejects oldies will be placed by their family members.

so i was packing and getting ready to migle with them.

then came this social worker of thier,kinda.

she very kurang hajar larr seh.

the way she talks like they're not human being.

their are old and stubborn

but please u shouldn't be so rude to them

and your choice of words used to them should be filtered.

they are fine bunch of sensitive people when they come to that age.

imagine that was ur mother and someone else were shouting and screaming at her.

what will u feel??

ishh..ishh!!i dont know what race are you.

u seem to have the malay,indian,philliphines look but u understand chinese,english and malay.

so yarr she a such a bitch to me.

not liking her.

so it was time to mingle with the aunties and one old indian muslim man.

so yarr it took awhile to get started and gone down to actually talking to them.

so i just breathe in and sat beside this 75 year old aunty whom only eats vegetable.

imagine having "assam pedas leek".

i was shocked when she says that just now.

so yarr she has 6 children and i if im not wrong 16 grandkids.

and if im not wrong one of her grnadsons name was SAM,for short.

hes a driver in SAF once upon a time...

imagine her oldest child in now 55.

and this kind of place shes living in.

i mean not with her kids but alone in the L-shaped room.

and the best part is she has to travel to thier house just to see her family members.

sedih kann.

and its not near tau.

serangoon larr hougang ar tampines laarr.

haiz...

nasib baik shes strong for her age.

still tegap and being able to go here and there using public transport sumore.

i pity this old folks is this how people are treating their parents now...

haizz..):

and yarr there were songs sang by the old folks and PAK AJI kite.hehehe.

and i was looking around the table,

surprise i was with the character of each of the aunties.

u can tell just by looking at the way they talk and react to each other.

sheesh,da tue pun banyak kelaku lagik.

this particular aunty lagik kesian.

shes been living alone for 40 years.

shes has no kid nor husband.

then as KPO as i can be i ask her who supports her daily.

she says she can still live although of her shortcomings.

then i ask her if shes working then she says nooo...

thats when i felt "sebak" jap.

ingatkan ank kasi duit tapi blom gaji larrkan..

ishh.kesian seh..

so after a while of clapping to the music and talking to them.

it was time to go home after the giving out of hampers ceremony.

so yarr,i repect gile this old folks although they are being abandoned by their families.

and here they are living strong,alone or with their husband.

Friday, August 7, 2009

i need to go shoppin.

i need clothes to where everyday to work aka camp.

ive been wearing the same pair of clothes for the past 3 weeks??

haiz.

the reason for sighing is when i want to go shop my friends are not there to accompany me.

everyone has their own things to do...:c

arggh!!

except aries and hafiz.

ive just contact them and they are willing to go out.

hehe.

now it all depends on my pay.

when will it come in.

i hope it comes in tonight.

and shopping will be dine tomorrow.

let me share what im going to buy.

1. lots of t-shirt

2. jeans

3. shoes

4. facial wash

5.soap

for now its jsut gonna be that onli.

i just need more clothes to play around with.

hee.

btw if i dont update on National day i just wanna wish all SINGAPOREAN a

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY!!!!